Holy Shit (What a Relief)

holy shit what a relief

i pulled myself apart – couldn’t breathe – tore my hair – bit my skin i thought of all the dark – all the ash – all the blood – all the grief i told myself look up – told myself look up and believe and now this peace – like a blanket – enveloping me.

and holy shit what a relief the worst has come and turned to leave and holy shit what a relief! all that weight falling from me and all that breath finally free